Thursday, October 22, 2009

Do you Believe???

Do you believe?
In what you ask,
Life, Angels and
Do they come back?

Oh I believe!
I know they do
For I've been visited
by my Angels.
Have YOU?


Yesterday was a strange day for me. Everytime I stood up it felt like someone had their hand on my back like they were leading me or helping me go from room to room. I mentioned this several times to Marty and the girls and it was not until today did I connect what was going on. Yesterday was Marty's Dad's birthday. He became my Dad too from the first time I met him. He went to heaven a year ago July 1 but he visits me often. I know it is him because he moves things around the apartment all the time. Sometimes Chico will stop and roll over and here is no one near to rub his belly. Dad is here.

Two years ago today Mom went home to be with Dad in heaven. You know I was just thinking the other day how I know how alone Mom felt in her big house without Dad or any of us kids or grandkids,: I feel it every day here at home. I think you have to open to being visited by your Angels and if you are they will come and visit you. I know days that I feel like crawling up in a ball and just laying there something pushes me to get back up and go into the living room. Maybe it is to sew or just sit at the computer reading. On good days I might try to do my melt and pour soaps a little.

The past couple months have been a challenge I will say. The constant headaches, pain in the body that never ends just goes from bad to worse, now I've lost the ability to use my left arm much  and see out of my left eye but I am determined to continue to do the things I used to do. I might be slower, I do ask for help but I will get there. My Shweet Dolls have become by salvation of sorts. On bad days I can draw them up in my head at least, on good days I might be able to sew alittle on one or two.  I will admit it there are days I just want to quit but I can't I have a family who needs me as broken as I am and friends who just might miss me if I didn't show up online. Thanks to my Angels who watch over me day and night.

Today we celebrate the lives of my Mom Martha Keeton and my "Dad" Frank Ramirez
Please keep watching after me and my family wherever we are near and far...
Send a special angel to watch over Jeremy in Iraq!
(angel graphic from my muse Shweet Potato Designs)
Thanks to my special Angels in Heaven and here on Earth who keep me homebound and steady. I love you!


Olde Dame Penniwig said...

I am so thankful to your angels for helping you. You are very precious.

I hope your health will strengthen. Your health may be broken, but your spirit is strong and beautiful.

I do believe in spirits that stay earthbound -- or perhaps they just come down and visit -- I have seen my brother's ghost, and what you say is true, you have to be open to it.

Sunshines*Creations said...

Oh Sandi your story was very touching. I pray for you and wish you all the best. You are a wonderful, kind and giving person. Even when you need to be nurtured your thinking of others.

I believe in Angels myself. My dad has visited us very often. Crazy story heard him once call my name just before I went to bed. The next day I looked out my kitchen window and there was our neighborhood cat peeking her head at the window of his work shed. Poor thing was trapped inside. I believe that's what he was trying to tell me..

Sandi I pray your angels watch over you and keep you safe..

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